No offence, but how do you know what the effect of the medication is, if you've never taken it? Your description doesn't match my experience.

I'm unsure about the inhibitor of development bit also, do you mean physiological, intellectual, emotional... ...software?

Are you able to clarify what special care and privileges are you thinking of? I have seen a psychologist a few times, but I can't afford to do so nearly as much as I need to.