I am 22 years old cs graduate.currently experiencing suicidal thoughts a lot of even the experienced people are having a difficult time then my situation is even more dire suicide has started to seem like a viable option !

Don’t. You’re 22. Everything can and will change, many times over.

Man... You're 22. You havent even started life yet. People are already living up to 80 years. In 1-2 generations (the 40-50s of today) will be living until 100. Your generation and later will live up to ~120 years and more. Everything will change. Your task is to survive and prosper as much as you can in the meantime.