Are you me? My old motorbike injuries are a little more distributed but -- like yours -- almost entirely crippling from the perspective of doing anything joyful; we're in the same bucket yearwise; and it sounds like we always visit the doctor with just the one bullet in the chamber.

Mostly just posting to say, hey, there's others out here like you. Hang in there, Almost-Me. If not, see you on the other side.