I dont think about it because my days are occupied by very specific problems. Theory of Bounded Rationality and its implications apply.

Right. When you don't have any breathing room, it's hard to think about anything else. That's why I take about two hours a day to just watch the news and clear my head. I'd probably forget all about it too if I were working 70-hour weeks on a contracted project, haha. Hang in there. Have a good day