What has happened to my country disgusts me so deeply I am losing my will to live. The only thing to be hopeful for are the midterm elections and I feel like it is foolish beyond reason to expect that to become a magic wand. Hell is empty and the devils are all here.

Hey, I understand you're appalled by the political landscape at home. But losing the will to live is too much, way too much.

Find a shrink, talk to someone. You're not well, don't let that go worse.

I’m disgusted too. But it helps to read some history and gain some perspective. Despite everything going on, this is still historically and pretty darn good time and place to be alive.