my sincere(!) sympathies, but realistically this won't reach anyone relevant. best of luck in the job search.

Speak for yourself, I’m voting this to the top.

Xunjin 3 days ago | parent | next [-]

Me too! Let's be supportive HN, we never know when you might have a difficult time in your life and needs help ;)

Hizonner 3 days ago | parent | prev [-]

Well, yeah, but spammers still aren't going to care. We are not talking about decent or reflective people here.

	▲	simpaticoder 3 days ago \| parent [-]
		The great benefit is, initially, to know that you're not alone. And indeed, the OP is very much not alone. The suffering is much greater when you think it's just you going through it; when you connect with others in the same boat, real solutions present themselves be they political or technical and together you have the strength to face it.