I've had the same experience. I used to enjoy doing software dev, I was good at my job and liked it and did good work. Then the AI push happened and now whenever I'm typing code I think "I wonder if AI could do this for me" except using AI is infantilizing and boring and I don't want to do it. So I feel bad if I use it and I feel bad if I don't use it. So mostly I go post on HN or something instead of working and my productivity has tanked in the last year. Luckily I'm nearer the end of my career than the beginning so it won't be a big financial impact to me when I finally leave the industry, hopefully later this year.