This will most likely get flagged, and I understand if that happens.

But where can I go to ask for financial help. I'm in a bad place and frustrated.

If you want to reach out -

downbad1253 at yahoo dot com

Where I live the municipality generally has people (money-coaches) to help. Maybe just go over to yours and see what help there is? In general, when you’re in a bad place the advice would be to go off the internet and towards actual humans I think.

bogleheads.org or the reddit.com/r/personalfinance subreddit are good options for posting your situation and getting feedback.

I would head over to reddit. You are more likely to find help there.Search on the type of help you require.