> I like YouTube content like 3Blue1Brown

You are the first one I know who said that. Thank you for saying that!

I think his videos are amazing but they are NOT meant to teach you the material.

They are providing a high level intuition which I haven’t found the use for yet.

Perhaps it’s just me, but I do NOT learn from intuition and analogies at all. I need to get lost in the details and rigor first, and then develop my own intuition second, and maybe look at someone else’s intuition third, maybe.