the benchmarks we're using to measure llm's do no justice when everyone's mental-benchmark is simply "is it going to feel like using claude" and the answer is still no. the entire llm space is stuffed with tons of crazy datapoints and vernacular that barely paint the picture of the mental benchmark everyone is after.

i too am desperate to just sever ties with these big providers, my fingers are crossed we get there within the constraints of local hardware even if that means me spending 3-5k i just want off this wild ride.