I kinda feel ya.

I wrote my own in-Memory Graph (i'd rather call it storage than a DB) some years ago in golang, even there i was wondering if golang actually is the optimal technology for something like a database especially due to the garbage collection/stop the world/etc. Its just there are certain levels of optimization i will never be able to properly reach (lets ignore possible hacks). Looking at a solution in typescript, no matter how "nice" it looks, this just doesnt seem to be the correct "tool/technology" for the target.

And inb4, there are use cases for everything, and same as i wouldn't write a website in C, i also wouldn't write a database in javascript/typescript.

I just would argue this is the wrong pick.

@llms : im not even getting into this because if you dont wanne read "llm" you basically can't read 99% of news nowadays. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

edit: im a big fan of graph databases so im happy about every public attention they get ^