> If you are really a teen, who can think so clearly and far-sightedly, you are going to have a really bright future as an adult. I wish you luck and please do something good for this world, instead of chasing high paying job in FAANG.

Thank you for your kind words!

I think that chasing a high paying job in FAANG and if I am dissatisfied with the work there or my impact on the world through that and I am still doing it for money, then, its to a degree similar problem to the roblox kid that we talked about.

Wishing for large amounts of retirement money through FAANG to then go what I would wish to do in life with Tech would be weird going through decades of my life into something when I can try to find what I wish to do in life in general and I had thought about it and the answer was tech-related as I felt like an individual can really make some impact through tech (And later I discovered hackernews)

I am frugal as well. Although I don't want to limit myself by saying I will never pick FAANG because maybe situations change and I can change too but money only motivated me in prospects of retirements to then do what I wish to do, so when I had the idea that I can actually do what I want to do (Now-ish) and not have to have a decade or two of my life doing something I might not enjoy/like in agreggate.

(and I have written about it and I will link it here as well on why I picked Tech and not finance)

One of the passion projects I want to take a deeper look during college hopefully if I don't take drop/go to college this year is into creating a small consultancy firm where I can suggest people which infra is nice and cheaper (Hetzner/OVH) and migrate people from either closed solutions like slack or whatever their company might use to an open standard while being cheaper and my idea is that I might charge them just enough even with consultancy fees and helping them migrate over and managing it for them that its more profitable for them

I even bought the domain for this (Actually it was I stumbled on domain accidentally which gave me this idea) https://use.expert [Nothing is in here]

I even made a logo of it myself within paint basically (https://files.catbox.moe/9t5hgw.png) with the tagline just use.expert but I think that quite frankly, I am not an expert right now as in I got to learn way more about all of this too.

So I think that I am motivated by these things more than FAANG company. Right now, I have to work within finding a decent college and that's rough for me because to get a CS college, you have to give an exam that got nothing to do with CS and also which includes chemistry and chem is something that I struggle with (quite a lot) and there are days where I procastinate about it too so I myself don't know what's my future gonna turn out and how I get into decent college.I envy not having too worry about college and my friends who didn't really care about other things and get excellent marks as I used to be quite good too. It's just one of the things I struggle with and I think that I definitely get frustrated by my brain at times too. I think I just hope that I am able to somehow bump it and just get into college somehow wheter by taking drop year again or similar this time solely focused within studies primarily. I just hope that I can make it really. Another thing I wish is for me to be more humble in life as I do feel like Sometimes, I drink too much of my own cool-aid or self-importance and that's not really good. It has to be careful balance and something I wish to improve in my life hopefully. I think I just write in HN because I have forgotten how I used to act with only some memories of my life7-8 years ago and so I don't wish to forget how I am now, a decade later too so most of comments I write are usually for self-preservation sort-of.

I actually got an english exam tomorrow, so wish me luck as I need it :)