This is my nightmare. That me dying will feel just like my regular nightmares that I have today, which are all about common day stressful situations like not finding my partner in a crowd, or constantly chasing the same person and never catching up to them.

An anxiety filled death is what I have coming.

Perhaps a peaceful and serene death doesn't exist despite what people would like to believe so you won't be missing out.

I feel for you INTPenis