the word nostalgia was first used to describe the phenominon as a disease, which perhaps you knew I agree with seeking adventure, as an adult, and I dont long for childhood, but I do treasure the times when oportunity allows me to listen in on children in there more earnest and determined moments and silently wish for there continued insight and wisdom pretending to be fully absorbed in bieng an adult and therefore seen as somehow inert. It's silly to wish for everything, and enough to know that some things exist for others.even only for others.