Not worry about it. Ten years is an entire marriage for some people. Just live.

Many of us don't have ten years left and don't know it. Live. Live now. Whatever that means to you, quit waiting on something to happen. Do it.

... and stop doing things that you don't like just because others are guilting you to do them. I once heard somebody use the expression "x is shoulding all over you!" Really struck home how people try to dictate how you should act/live/think.

A simple advice is to consider the Taoist symbol of Yin-Yang. Move away from the dark and towards the light. Live in your own light!