Keep with it! And that reorganization between editions is a good reminder that things don't have to be perfect and can always be improved upon. We call these things "soft skills" but I think we've made a terrible mistake in implying that communicating is easy lol. Often it can be harder than the work itself! I think you got a good attitude and it'll take you far. So good luck on your submission! And FWIW, Monte Carlo Integration confused the hell out of me until I figured out how beautifully simplistic it is. If it hasn't clicked, keep with it. It eventually will.