I’ve always been against suicide as a solution for desperation, for example, people who feel trapped or don’t like how their life turned out. I’ve always felt that at that point in time you are truly free. abandon everything and go live a new life. Join the marines, become a laborer on a farm, join the crew of a ship, anything.

For situations that truly have no hope and the only outcome is suffering both of yourself and your family. I understand it now.