This is my point. especially in a country where everybody speaks English anyway. you will never be better at Dutch than English so by that logic. it will always (or at least for many years) be more difficult to talk to you in Dutch. so, ask the hard question:

Are you learning it to actually talk to other people?

If yes, just do it. to many people it is endearing if you are struggling with a language. And if they don't like it they probably just don't like talking to you in general so learned or not doesn't matter.

I think many people are scared of talking and use language learning as an excuse for fear. You can start talking to real people or you can keep learning and never talk to real people and then what's the point.